since that night, everything screwed up...

i tried to convince my self, that everything gonna be ok but just lil bit different for the next life and gonna take for more longer to heal, but it's really hard, this is the end of a new beginning *cut my throat, please..

im hearing the tick..tack of the clock, watching my dummy face in the mirror,i wanna go back, back to the time that i could learn how to smile, how to shout, how to tap-dancing, no expression today...
i just wanna go back...

--pas lg semangat2nya ngerjain project dan sudah 80% done, dosen bilang "deadline uda lewat,nda" (jd shock, nilai project psti E)

--mlm mggu ga da planning bwt maen, tb2 ada gigs punk-metal,lgsg cabut dan bru nyadar klo salah kostum, i looked soo green (edan, shock lg... )

--lg konsen2ny k ujian, rncna mw bayar utang byar bs nutup nilai E, mkny msti ngebagusin nile byar ngedongkrak IPK, tp tb2 ada big big stuffs yg bkin jd down, jiper, ga ngurus ujian malah asik ama nyu stuff... (makin shock, ujian ancur)..

--mg2 aja mamang tukang poto cpt balik, jd ada yg bs bkin ktawa,,,

hah.... mkin tua mkin ribet,,,,

monday morning,, before i entered the class room, my buddies ran to me, BOOM... i bang the door (i still got the scar till now)

buddies kidnapped me, i left the class, we going to the hill behind the college,,, ayai.... they had prepared a small b-day party for me,, hihihih

wht a nice buddies ever


PS: Thanks guy for the crazy party at those monday morning

* 3 days bed rest . . . C R A P P (need novocaine or other painkiller... )

* lost my lense cover

* cant wait to see begundal and spend more time getting crazy run run and run with again

*mid exam is getting closer, no any preparation yet

* need more bed rest.... (this head is getting spinning spinning around)

pagi mendung jam 08.00 wib...
ku kejar angkot, ngos2an... ada ank sd ngeliatin gw, sambil cengar-cengir . ..

gw ga tw ntu ank terpesona ama apa gw..

tiba-tiba ntu ank bisikin k emakny, ga tw yg dbisikin apa...
tp dng takjub si emak2 nyolek gw sambil bilang "MBAK, RESLETING CELANYA KEBUKA"

*duuarrr....gluduk.... (backsound petir menyambar)

tnyta gw lupa ngancingin resleting.... (lemes, malu, terhantui..)